my chance

I've been busy for quite sometime,
So busy that I can't remember the last time I posted my blog
I just had the chance.

I can't wait for March, of which I am scheduled to fly in Laoag Ilocos Norte
Ahaha. It will be my real first time to fly to in that region

I'll be taking my own picture on the plane so I won't forget my adventure! :) lol

Got to go!:)

ciao!!!

Twilight Fever

I've been a fan Harry Potter... Really!!! It came to the point wherein I'm trying to adapt his attributes. There was a point in my life that I tried to identify myself as Harry Potter. Would you believe? that's ridiculous right? But, its not only me who fell for that series, I have with me my friend named Charity, who's a die-hard fan of Daniel Radcliffe (Harry Potter). She even named herself as Charity Radcliffe, she claimed herself as the spouse of that cute little magic wizard from the tale of Harry Potter...

Wait, my blog is not about Harry Potter, and his adventure
in finding and fighting for his destiny, but all about Twilight - by Stephenie Meyer ... A story from a book, that became a movie that hits the market, not just in the US or in Europe, but, all over the world!!!

The first time I heard the word "twilight", the first thing that came to my mind is, "a dance". But, as I continue to research on it, I came to know that "Twilight" is a story about love and romance of a vampire and a mortal. I never planned to watch this movie, because for me, its just an ordinary movie about love and adventure.

It was shown to the public last December 12, 2008. All my friends went to their favorite malls just to watch the movie. I was invited by a friend to join him, but I turned down his invitation. Maybe its because, I'm afraid that I might compare it to my all time favorite, Harry Potter. After the first day of showing, hear comes the crowds saying this movie is great, awesome, fantastic, and you'll surely fall for them... Whaa, that is something, I said to myself... Why not, I'll try to watch this movie alone, but with certain conditions, that is, before watching I need to read first the book.

I have a friend named Benson, well that is his nickname, Alvinson, is his complete name. Yeah, we hang around together. We've been friends since college. He told me that he has the book of Twilight that he downloaded from the Internet. I requested him to give me a copy of the book, and he said "yes". So, I gave him my Email address' and waited for him to send it. OW, after waiting for 2 weeks, finally, he sent it through my Gmail account address. I was so excited to read the book. I downloaded it immediately and I started reading the book. What was the experience like? Ow, at first I find it so hard to analyze and interpret the story, maybe what I have in mind is still the story of Harry Potter. I tried to read the first page for 3 times, and to tell you, I wasn't able to understand it. Now, for the fourth time around, finally I understood the story.

So I immediately bought a copy of the movie, and watch it alone...

The bottom line is, I am so overwhelmed with how the story is done on the movie. The character, especially the one who portrayed the role of Edward Cullen. He is such a mystery. It was a total package, it has love, adventure, sacrifice, friendship, family relationship, etc...

I am looking forward for the next series or the sequel of "twilight" which is the "New Moon". I believe that, this will be another big hit!!!

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XoxO

Perfect Love Story

What does perfect love story means? Is it always the story of a brave prince charming who will rescue a princess trapped in a castle? Or is it a story between two individuals with different status of life like the tales/novel of Romeo and Juliet? Is it like the untold story of Julius Caesar and Cleopatra? Or the myths love team Zeus and Athena? Maybe we're all wondering why love has a pattern that follows the same way as the love story of those I have mentioned... (Sigh) Even me as your writer is a bit crazy over analyzing these matter, that is why I made this simple story for you to interpret what perfect love means?

All of us maybe looking for the perfect love story! Or if not, we want to have a perfect love story! So that in the end, we will live happily ever after.

I am typically born to be me. To be a simple guy as what I am right now. A fine modest discreet personality covers the totally of being a man in this world so called adventure of life. Part maybe an adventure of knowing the real essence of manhood and love at the most promising moment. I never stop loving. Yes! I do, from the love of my parents that I have felt, from my friends and neighbors whom I have shared my love and care. Simple yet memorable feelings of joy and happiness. From my childhood days, love was introduced and love was already felt. But as the years passes by, I know Adventure of Life won't stop after you where kissed by your Mom on your chicks or when you got 100 in your examination. We have too much to wait and to feel, especially love.

When I was at my Junior year, I have my idea about love, like: it is a feeling that you can share to someone; love is blind; love is like kissing a dog on the forehead and the dog will lick you on your face; and love is a simple word yet it's difficult to explain. All of us went through this moment in our lives that we're face to explain how we feel? Or if not, we were caught at the times in our life that we need to look for the answers to our questions... To prove that we know something about the questions or the meaning of our answers. Soon we will learn about the essence of everything when we experience it.

So, what does perfect love story gives us? When will this be felt? Have you ever experience this perfect love story? Have you read something about perfect love story in your pass hours? Does perfect love story always have a happy ending, or a happily ever after like in the tales of all the princess' in Walt Disney characters? Or is it like Fiona who fell in love with an Ogre name Shrek? Is it like Wall-E who fell in love to a machine, knowing that Wall-E is a robot-is it possible?

Ideally perfect love story is finally meeting the one you love, who's qualities doesn't fit any of you qualifications but it feels great and right. Someone that you can share your feelings, frustrations and nevertheless your insanity.

We don't need to look at the perfect love story. But we need to look at the essence of knowing how to handle a perfect love story. Do you know what a perfect love story is?

Close your eyes while completely facilitating gas exchange in your lungs, think of you story... your love story... think for your lover... whether a girl or a boy... Why do I need you to do this, it's because, your love story is the perfect story. Each of us has the power over our perfect love story. We can't find it through Miriam Dictionary or even Webster's Dictionary. We can't compare it to all the famous love tales from Walt Disney characters or from the famous novels of Shakespeare during the Renaissance period.

We all have our own story to tell, a perfect love story to share to others. So, why look for the answer if the answer is in your own hand.

Come, tell us your story... Your own happily ever after story...

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Kinakaya ko

hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan ko kayang tumayo sa laban na ito. hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan ako magpapakita nang tapang sa puso ko. I know everybody deserves a second chance, a chance that will prove if you're really meant together. I always believe in the magic of love and forgiveness. A love that will never end, a love that will endure every trial... every endeavours, and every obstacles... A love, that will surpass everything... power, wealth, injustice, ugly, beauty, intelligence, etc... A love, that will accept the flaws and mistakes of each other... A love, that will prove to the world, that nobody, even the most perfect being, can't look or search for its own kind - perfect.

Love, is never a game nor a simple word that can be said to everyone...
Love, is when you know the meaning of acceptance, trust and equal.

Does everyone deserves a second chance?
Everybody deserves a second chance, I may say. But its up to the couple if they want to have that second chance. Sometimes it is not right that only one is giving the lobve and the other is just recieving. YEs, love is a mutual understanding, both shares the same likes and dislikes, same interest, same feelings..

But one's this love is broken... Does second chance's the second option? What if one of them still feels the love? What if they still feel the same thing but they can't decide whether to continue or not?

I've been over with these, for the first time... Do you believe, with my best friend... Well first it is not easy to accept that you were dropped by a special person in your life; someone who listens to you everytime you have a problem; a person who is ready to take the risk with you. To get the bottom line of these, we fell in love with each other... But a love that last for 9 days only... Funny? Right... But we learned something from that tragedy, and that is to trust each other, is the most important thing that all should value when you enter a relationship... The end of our story, we've been friends... We both support each others dream...

After one year of agony and pain... Trying to have my self pity for that period of time... I got to meet another person, who shares the same interest the way that I do... Someone that feeds my fetishes during the times that I feel the boredom, someone who says go on whenever I feel tired... It is not easy to fall for someone again, its a risk... But its the nature of mankind... To try the risk, and be hurt again...

I was right, man is designed to experience the pain... to feel that you can be hurt... but, it is a way of measuring how strong we are! To love is to get hurt, to get hurt is a way of experiencing that we fell inlove. To quote, "Sa pagmamahal, kapag nasasaktan ka, ibig sabihin nun, nagmahal ka ng sobra-sobra!"

Now, back to the second chances; I believe, whether you love each other, and you still feel the same feelings, the bottom line is, all deserves a second chnace... reconciliations... I always believe, love is sweeter the second time around.

So, when you love... love as if you will never feel that feeling tomorrow... Love as if you will never cry and feel the pain anymore...

I really do, and I will always do Mahal...

"si siente un frio tu corazon
sere tu abrigo, tu ilusion
Hasta ya no respirar
yo te voy amar"

a Spanish phrase for the song, This I promise you

"And I will take you in my arms
and hold you right were you belong
every word I say is true
This I promise you"

One Call... One... Forever...

I don't know how to explain the feelings that I have for you
I don't know how to describe the happiness I feel for you
I can't break, my heart is rejoicing
I can't escaped, I am caught, caught by love

Love is not just mine, nor yours, nor theirs
But is love is for the two, for the both, for us...
Nevertheless, I'll get tired,
Even when you ask me, I will fight

I have called, you answered; you have wished and I granted
I have asked and you responded
I nodded then you smiled
I was fist off, but you're there and you saved

I was sorry and you comforted me
I was lonely but you made me happy
One hello, you brightened me
A one call... one... forever...

We're not sure when 'till this feeling maybe
But I am wishing this would not end nearly
I may be afraid if you'll get lost; 'coz I maybe caught lost
I may cry, stumble, be lonely, be depressed and I might die

For this one call... one... forever...
Was when the moment that I heard your voice
Is the moment I got to realize
The moment I said, I might... Love

I maybe in love with you
I may be altered because i am thinking of you
I maybe preoccupied with the simple thought of you
I was allured, and I was mesmerized

Satisfied and happy, blessed; no doubt we'll be forever
Hold on, we can make this; we can go on
I won't promise we won't have any problem in the long run, just
Keep your faith, I'll keep mine

Trust in me, and I'll trust in you
I'll hold you forever, 'till eternity
Changes may come, but never us
'Coz you and I we call it US...

For this one call... will be... Love
One... forever... eternity
You and I, will be one... infinitely
One... at last... forever and eternity

Roby(11/21/08)

my escape goat

whenever i am sad,
i always go to my comfort zone-my family, or if not, my friends...
when i was given the chance to work here in manila,
i grabbed the opportunity because i want to prove that i can live alone,
and establish my own self in a non familiar place
because when i was a young innocent boy it was my dream.
when i started living my own world here in the metro, starting to own my own money,
although i was able to survive the first 8 months of my stay here,
i am starting to realize that i am missing something very close and very important to me.
i miss my family though there is a constant communication between us,
there is no place like home, i miss my friends whom i have with me from the first day of my college days until the end of college years, and
most specially i miss our hang out place, our church.
i miss the times that we were together, and the moment that
we are laughing and giggling while eating some street foods.
the times that we are talking about our failures, our achievements, our everything.
now i am writing this bulletin to let my friends know
that i really miss them so much, and to my family too.
this is my escape goat, writing to let my friends and family know that i miss them so much,
this is my escape goat writing a bulletin to
release my sadness my lonesome.
i love you all guys! i miss you so much...